February 2012
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naked
We stumbled through the door, half naked I lost my keys as he slammed the door. Dancing in passion we fell to the floor. He fell first holding me, protecting me, not to get hurt. Off come his clothes, down on the bedroom floor. He picks me up and brings me to the bed. It was so close, to miss it would be sad. I spread my arms, wait for him as he kisses my nose we twist are legs.  I’m on...
Feb 28th
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in the shadows
Shadows hug the night around trees whispering my secret.  The legends of the fallen one are true,  she’s not fallen she’s… the whispers stop and the trees step away dragged their roots shake under me but I don’t fall. Now a circle shows my presence. The forest won’t hide me. It’s alright. I probably wouldn’t hide myself either. …here. Echoes of...
Feb 28th
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under a white maple tree
Tonight I left the house determined never to come back. The night was cold, wind cutting through my soft skin. I packed a few bagels for dinner and breakfast and tucked them in under my jacket. I didn’t get the car, he was waiting for me I know.  We were to meet under the white maple tree. It was midnight and I was still alone. Dressed in my favorite dress waiting for him, waiting to go,...
Feb 28th
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masked with a mask
I never wanted to be a superstar. I didn’t see myself glowing under a spotlight. I never wanted to play with dolls, but with imagined hi-tech gadgets. I was made to be a superhero. I was born with superpowers given the privilege of wearing a mask. Two masks, actually. The superhero mask and the I’m a person mask…I never really got to be me. From what I’ve learned, there...
Feb 28th
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you know what to do
Feb 28th
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Leaving
Going away is hard, moving away from the people you love for the sake of your own, hopefully sane, life is even harder. Every mile between you is another piece of you lost. We are not original, we are a combination of all the people we know. I’m moving away, running from everything I know, from the people who shaped the mind I posses today. And in my run I disappear bit by bit until...
Feb 28th
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What I Want
readingme’s note: These are beautiful and rare wishes not many wish for » I hope your wishes come true!  stars-and-stories: So I realized that something I really want to be able to do, specifically in a relationship, is to just be able to talk about literature, and poetry, and movies, and discuss what makes them beautiful, — the way the words form together in rhythms and how the...
Feb 28th
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'following' clean up
…because I’m following too many poetry blogs
Feb 28th
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I seem to have returned as a rather rusty prose...
That’s fine I just need to write a few more stories to get my awesomeness back.
Feb 27th
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hungry nights
Again, like too many times before I blacked out only to wake up and find yet another body underneath my bloody hands. The blood on my hands dry, body cold, knife still sticking out its back. Without hesitation I pull out the knife. Why would I leave it here when it’s mine?…Right? I am not afraid of being hunted down. I am an animal. No. I am a monster. I don’t deserve anything...
Feb 27th
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Feb 27th
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My name is Ivona.           I’m going to be a best selling author. a ref. to: elisabethpfeffer
Feb 27th
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Feb 27th
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“…the difference is, no one reads us.”
– omniduffer 
Feb 27th
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Rain.
omniduffer: You are like the rain Drowning me in your beauty Where’s my umbrella?
Feb 27th
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wait pt2
You crazy running fool will you stop or just be cruel?
Feb 27th
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wait
Will you stop and let me take a breath of you? 
Feb 27th
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purple sour potatoes
the rebel inside me doesn’t allow me to like you anymore 
Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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just you
chasing us down  the world   promised to end us this is me, because of you running for you running to you to find you to save you 
Feb 26th
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you are not here I regret this day I really hate you are away 
Feb 26th
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I love you
You made me believe lies can be true; I still love you.
Feb 26th
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All.
wheretheoceansend: All I have to give. You will never want. All I ever want. You will never give. 
Feb 26th
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Daily Haiku On Love.
omniduffer: All I have to give Is yours if you want it A tin of beans and an old newspaper.
Feb 26th
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on tinychat with omniduffer, conor and josh. join... →
Feb 25th
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on love
I’m not a big fan of love when it comes to me, but I sure like it when it’s around me. At a safe distance, I mean. It’s beautiful, warm, happy and caring. It’s something I’ll never be. Something I don’t want to be.  Love is just not me. 
Feb 25th
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Feb 25th
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you, again
hello you can you see me do you think I could make your dreams come true? you are w  r  o  n  g. 
Feb 25th
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can you kiss a zombie?
the color of a rainbow  dripping from your lips drags me in for a kiss but there is no rainbow or her lips only burned flesh and dried blood melting under the kiss
Feb 25th
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no matter how much love I drink the thirst never goes away
Feb 25th
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dreamy flowers
you are young and stupid a whore to nature you are young colorful full of life and your life filled with danger you are weak beautiful and thin you are young and green a flower from my dream 
Feb 25th
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...
if you want to write write with your heart or don’t write at all
Feb 25th
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fearless leaf
dance in the wind  pick up the dirt make a smile live till you wither be stamped on and broken fearless little orange leaf 
Feb 25th
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you
In moments like these I really want you here. I need your chest to sleep, your body to wrap my arms around. I need your soft kisses in my hair. I need that creepy stare. I need that place you keep my heart. I need you my lovely midnight air.
Feb 25th
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One page from my journal a week? yes - no?
Yes I have to ask again, the previous response to this was so major I couldn’t catch up with all the answers :D {read more to see my current thoughts} I don’t feel like inspiration is with me today so I’ll just go and do research for my book. So far it’s been fun. Early October [most likely] here we come!!
Feb 25th
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Feb 25th
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breakin' up - breakin' up
and when you’re alone, breaking down, feeling like you’re not tough enough go back to the start  and realize your all alone and despite the lies that’s happiness in your eyes now pick up the phone  call your mom or call your friend tell them you’re all alone again pick up the phone and call again call a party planner and show that motherfucker he’s not worth it.  ...
Feb 25th
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Good moooooorrrrrrning beautifulllllllllllll!
Feb 25th
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friends or whatever
let go of me oh please feel free let go of me oh please be mean nothing more than a friend I used to know nothing more than the one I care for  let go of me please let go of me but know I will not let go. 
Feb 24th
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One line poem
confessionalpoet: Poetry creates feelings, prose gives birth to worlds.
Feb 24th
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if you want to write
If you want to write write about wooden boards how they crack as you walk how the wind curls your hair a scent of winter dancing in spring air if you want to write write true write it hard cold boiled steamy raging as a caged beast write it now no one can write it truer than true better than you 
Feb 24th
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today
today is like the smell of winter in the spring like a new place to kiss the smell of an old book the memory you miss today is like tomorrow and the day before that a week ago or the distant future today is a day you will regret once you leave today a part of you is taken away today is always forever after forever more than forever today is the day maggots crawl out of your nostrils snakes...
Feb 24th
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O
my flesh                                                                my blood my death                                                               your nod 
Feb 24th
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hearts of steel
the heart you feel is not a heart but a hole made of steel it beats empty beats through an empty life to survive to get a proper chance to die 
Feb 24th
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Tinychat. Live and broadcasting. All awesome... →
the password [if you need it] is iwrite
Feb 24th
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thediaryofawriterr replied to your post: love poem Haha ‘I’m actually a man’. Nas would love this. I thought of him when I was typing that :D
Feb 24th
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love poem
I wrote you a poem then I wrote you another I wanted to tell you there was no other you never listened I kept singing you never loved I kept bleeding I wrote you a poem and dozen more then I let you go finally you say hello well it was about time you heartless little whore 
Feb 24th
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not enough bullets
if I had a gun I would shoot bullets through the sun watch broken golden rays play on your pale face every day if I had a gun I would shoot bullets through the sun make it all ok make it rain sunshine every day 
Feb 24th
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you you you you YOU!
I don’t want you I’ve never wanted you this was never about you I wanted me with you
Feb 24th
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TC info
give me about an hour to clean the apartment, wash the dishes and my hair and we can start broadcasting until I faint [ I’m awake for a long long time now]. I’m on if you want to leave a msg or something, but I can’t promise I’ll answer right away. See you soon! Tinychat with readingme & co. In case you need it the password is iwrite 
Feb 24th
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